Fany-ah, it’s the 4th birthday of yours that I’m celebrating as your devoted fan. It’s amazing how fast the years went by, it’s amazing for how long I’ve been here, watching you grow up even more and become this beautiful, outstanding, strong, admirable, inspiring and wonderful woman you are. 2014, for me, as a Fanytastic, was special. It was tough, heartwrenching at moments, but still special. It was special because it made me realize that my love for you is indeed entirely unconditional, because even when I felt sad and even when the silly me thought you had hurt me, my heart would feel warm whenever I would see you smiling. I realized I couldn’t get truly mad at you for anything, ever; I realized that, definitely, no matter what happens, I will love you always, in the same way. And that’s… That’s really important, you know. I feel happy for knowing I can have such a pure and beautiful feeling like this towards someone. In 4 years, this feeling has never changed. This year, this feeling hasn’t changed. Next year, two years from now, ten years from now, as long as I have you in my life, this feeling will never change. You are my number one, you have always been, you will always be, because nothing nor no one compares to you, nothing nor no one compares to what you mean to me. It’s lovely how my love for you as a fan matures and grows more and more each day, it’s great to watch how far I have come with you, it’s even better to realize how true all of this is. I had no real reasons to start liking you, I just did, out of blue and for some reason I don’t know, and look how and where I am now. Happier than ever, with the best idol my heart could have ever chosen, now trusting her more than ever, never having one single doubt about my love for her. I didn’t have doubts even when the tough times came. I’m here for you, and I’ll proudly be here forever. That’s the least I could do for you. I’m not sure if I should thank destiny or my heart for putting you in my life, or maybe both. And, to be honest, I think that even if I could choose someone in SNSD to be my favorite, I would always end up choosing you, and only you, because you’re meant to be my idol and part of my life, I’m sure of that, and I’m meant to be your forever Fanytastic.
I have a hard time when it comes to describing and explaining the things I love about you, because I love every single one of them. I love even what I dislike about you, for if you didn’t have this or that trait, you wouldn’t be you, and maybe I wouldn’t love you as much as I do, as much as I’ve always loved you. That’s one of the many wonderful things you’ve taught me: Accepting people’s flaws and seeing some kind of beauty in them, cherishing them, because they’re part of that one special person. When we truly appreciate and love someone, their flaws become minimal, almost like they aren’t there, because the person is already so beautiful, unique, precious and mesmerizing in your eyes that we don’t really bother to think about what’s wrong or bad about them. That’s how I feel about you. You’re perfectly imperfect just for the fact that you are you, entirely, honeslty, purely. You are just purely you, and that makes you beautiful to me.
You’ve already taught me so much, yet I still have so much to learn and to take from you. I admire you so much, Tiffany. The way you are visibly warm, kind and friendly towards any and everyone, the way you’re always smiling, never looking like you’re in a bad mood (although you may be), the way you can effortlessly warm people’s heart, how outspoken and outgoing you are… You have some beautiful, great personality traits there. Traits that I can’t find in myself, maybe this is why I admire them so much in you. It’s like you make up for every thing about my personality that I lack in. Maybe that’s why I love you so much. You are my total, complete opposite, to the point I don’t find almost nothing to relate about with you, yet you complete me like that. It’s a perfect combination, somehow.
Now, in this day, your birthday, I hope you have a great time with your loved ones, always flashing that breathtaking and sincere smile of yours. Stay healthy, stay happy, and stay strong, my dear. Always stay strong and trust in those who love you dearly and sincerely. Keep doing what you love, because there’s nothing better than seeing that gorgeous smile of yours on your face when you’re on the stage singing. Keep by your loved ones’ side, because they will protect you and love you as you deserve. Just enjoy your day, enjoy your life, enjoy your friends, enjoy everything that is special to you. Because, today, I will be enjoying being your fan even more than I always enjoy during every single day of my life since I put my eyes on you. I love you, Miyoung-ah. Happy birthday, my Angel. I’m with you now, tomorrow and forever, unconditionally.